Wednesday, March 17, 2010
♥ ~ Hidden Pains ~
"I need a little more love than a little bit"
Life is definitely an odd thing eh?
I was feeling down this evening, remembering what's happened and how I got here.
Thinking that I might not of been here to still type this out.
Been ex-suicidal is something that's hard to think about, you think about the reasons, the selfishness, and what you held on too.
Thinking how my mentality went from "I wanna die" to "I want to live." It's an amazing thing.
I know that if I had committed suicide like I was planning in February 2007. I wouldn't of gone to heaven.
To give up on your life is to give up on God. He's always there, I guess I was tired of fighting him, tired of the scars, the cutting, the pain, the arguments, the tears, the selfishness.
Teenage-hood is harder than ever to go through nowadays. I see it more and more. I just have to look at the lives of the people around me and my life. The lives of my family members, the pain I can see when they think nobody is looking.
I think it’s a gift from God that I can see people’s pain when they think it’s hidden. When their eyes meet mine they scream “Someone Help Me!”
I can’t help them. Their friends can’t help them. The temporary pleasures of this world can’t help them.
I know from experience that people can be used by God in a huge way to intervene in their lives.
“Christian” teens are so hard to find, if they do claim to be Christian it is often very hard to see the fruits in their lives. They like using the title, but they aren’t willing to pay the price.
So why am I writing this? Because I am mourning for them, their hearts, their hurting, their pain. I wish I could take it away, but I know that this world is only going to get worse and worse as the end times come closer and closer.
Can you believe that this world is actually going to get worse.
I guess I started contemplating this because of my book. It’s been really getting to me, as I write about my young martyrs who will die for their faith by the hands of their oppressors.
I mean what we go through right now is NOTHING to what those poor people who aren't following the Lord's ways. Do YOU ACTUALLY HAVE ANY IDEA OF WHAT IS GOING TOP BE HAPPENING?!!!!!!
Christian Parents, Children, Teenagers, Grandparents! TURN OFF YOUR TV'S, VIDEO GAMES, RADIOS, MP3'S!
Pause for a moment........
Think.....
We know not the day nor hour of when Christ will come.
In a moment in the twinkling of an eye.... we could all be gone.
Are you walking with the Lord?
Is his will YOUR will.
Being a christian isn't just saying "I believe in god."
It's about reaching to the lost,
Forgetting what you want, and putting God back in the picture,
bringing the bible back into our lives
hearkening to the call of his word
the flesh is attacking us in many ways,
Music,movies,TV,Schools,Bo
REJECTS THE LORD JESUS CHRIST!
most proclaiming christians are...
Religious but Lost
They have forgotten that God is a God of Love and wrath.
Sinners are believing in good works
Because when they do something wrong it's about JUST MORALS
People don't tell them WHO made those morals!
When you take the deity of Jesus out of the morals and rules, the world goes in turmoil
The church fathers of the past would weep at us "christians" today.
They would scream to God to have mercy on us.
How can we be so quiet?
Jesus rose from the dead...
and we can't get out of Bed for Prayer and the Bible.
Christians today are desensitized to the sin around us because we see and hear the garbage everyday!
If you are a real christian, stand for the truth!
I am not afraid of telling the truth and it offending someone
Because then their blood is NOT on my hands.
May I be a help and strength to those around me.
Will anyone weep along with me?
Everyone around you is watching once you say your a christian.
If you could read your thoughts, and Watch your actions on a big TV,
would YOU be proud of yourself?
Are YOU Being a godly example to those around you?
Or are you going to get into heaven by the skin of your teeth?
You cannot get into heaven through Good works.
Seek God and get on your knees oh fellow christians
REPENT!
while you still can....
if you are just playing around I would advise you to take warning.
God is a Good and holy God
He will not allow sin into heaven.
Repent today!
http://www.teendare.syntha
Life is definitely an odd thing eh?
I was feeling down this evening, remembering what's happened and how I got here.
Thinking that I might not of been here to still type this out.
Been ex-suicidal is something that's hard to think about, you think about the reasons, the selfishness, and what you held on too.
Thinking how my mentality went from "I wanna die" to "I want to live." It's an amazing thing.
I know that if I had committed suicide like I was planning in February 2007. I wouldn't of gone to heaven.
To give up on your life is to give up on God. He's always there, I guess I was tired of fighting him, tired of the scars, the cutting, the pain, the arguments, the tears, the selfishness.
Teenage-hood is harder than ever to go through nowadays. I see it more and more. I just have to look at the lives of the people around me and my life. The lives of my family members, the pain I can see when they think nobody is looking.
I think it’s a gift from God that I can see people’s pain when they think it’s hidden. When their eyes meet mine they scream “Someone Help Me!”
I can’t help them. Their friends can’t help them. The temporary pleasures of this world can’t help them.
I know from experience that people can be used by God in a huge way to intervene in their lives.
“Christian” teens are so hard to find, if they do claim to be Christian it is often very hard to see the fruits in their lives. They like using the title, but they aren’t willing to pay the price.
So why am I writing this? Because I am mourning for them, their hearts, their hurting, their pain. I wish I could take it away, but I know that this world is only going to get worse and worse as the end times come closer and closer.
Can you believe that this world is actually going to get worse.
I guess I started contemplating this because of my book. It’s been really getting to me, as I write about my young martyrs who will die for their faith by the hands of their oppressors.
I mean what we go through right now is NOTHING to what those poor people who aren't following the Lord's ways. Do YOU ACTUALLY HAVE ANY IDEA OF WHAT IS GOING TOP BE HAPPENING?!!!!!!
Christian Parents, Children, Teenagers, Grandparents! TURN OFF YOUR TV'S, VIDEO GAMES, RADIOS, MP3'S!
Pause for a moment........
Think.....
We know not the day nor hour of when Christ will come.
In a moment in the twinkling of an eye.... we could all be gone.
Are you walking with the Lord?
Is his will YOUR will.
Being a christian isn't just saying "I believe in god."
It's about reaching to the lost,
Forgetting what you want, and putting God back in the picture,
bringing the bible back into our lives
hearkening to the call of his word
the flesh is attacking us in many ways,
Music,movies,TV,Schools,Bo
REJECTS THE LORD JESUS CHRIST!
most proclaiming christians are...
Religious but Lost
They have forgotten that God is a God of Love and wrath.
Sinners are believing in good works
Because when they do something wrong it's about JUST MORALS
People don't tell them WHO made those morals!
When you take the deity of Jesus out of the morals and rules, the world goes in turmoil
The church fathers of the past would weep at us "christians" today.
They would scream to God to have mercy on us.
How can we be so quiet?
Jesus rose from the dead...
and we can't get out of Bed for Prayer and the Bible.
Christians today are desensitized to the sin around us because we see and hear the garbage everyday!
If you are a real christian, stand for the truth!
I am not afraid of telling the truth and it offending someone
Because then their blood is NOT on my hands.
May I be a help and strength to those around me.
Will anyone weep along with me?
Everyone around you is watching once you say your a christian.
If you could read your thoughts, and Watch your actions on a big TV,
would YOU be proud of yourself?
Are YOU Being a godly example to those around you?
Or are you going to get into heaven by the skin of your teeth?
You cannot get into heaven through Good works.
Seek God and get on your knees oh fellow christians
REPENT!
while you still can....
if you are just playing around I would advise you to take warning.
God is a Good and holy God
He will not allow sin into heaven.
Repent today!
http://www.teendare.syntha
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